u/CountHot3201

My inability to exist has gotten so ridiculous. Anytime I think to myself something won’t be too bad, it ends up making me anxious. Like I had a good morning, good routine, felt inspired and I went out happy and like I got so exhausted and I didn’t do anything I planned. And I was like oh im excited to be home and I get home and spend too much time in bed giving me anxiety and can’t do anything else without it giving me anxiety or making me frustrated. Like I can’t stress how much I can’t win.