u/CoverCapable9715

am I a creep or is something wrong with me?

hi, so I feel like.. I feel attracted to my female friends and sometimes when i’m sitting close to them it makes me feel nervous and I get.. some “inside” thoughts, if you know what I mean. I know all my friends are straight, and that’s why I’m never able to voice my thoughts because I know they will never be able to look at me the same. I don't have that many friends, I only have one or two main friends and I usually get this thought like “it’d be great if we could date and be more than friends”.. it makes me feel weird and out of place and i’m afraid if my friends ever knew they would definitely be uncomfortable around me. I cannot be close to girls like straight girls do with their straight friends... I don't know how to explain it, but I feel like I'm not fit to be friends with anyone because of this. Please let me know if this is creepy, or if I should stay alone in case I can potentially make someone uncomfortable.

(English is not my first language, pardon me. Thanks for reading! :D)

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u/CoverCapable9715 — 7 days ago