Dated the hottest chick, first two months were dream. Bought a ring to propose for the first time in my life (35) set up a photographer. Tell all my coworkers and family, I’m so excited, got the ring everything it’s perfect.
Morning of the proposal the photographer just cancels with no replacement or warning. For the next 4 months nothing but problems.
Tried to jump out the car at 55 over a verbal inside voice argument.
Left drunk and drove around threatening suicide
Threatening to call the cops on me for.. nothing said we would both go to jail
Everything I did wasn’t good, fast enough. Even if I did it right away she had to continue to tell me how to do it as I’m actively doing it.
Didn’t believe me having careers in sales before I met her (Big part of my life lead sales teams, owned my own store)
Doesn’t believe in my mechanical ability (I’m a high Pressure boiler engineer)
Doesn’t believe I’ll be faithful. Had access to my phone 24/7
I can’t go to aldis 1/2 a mile away but she can go to the bar on Halloween in a different state without telling me.
I’m a slob
I’m sad because I’m content with where I’m at in my life (I make 90k in a rural area top 10%)
I’m insecure because she can’t talk to guys
I’m not considerate of her wants
I had to cancel plans because tickets weren’t available _ my fault
Photographer canceled day of my fault
I don’t treat her well enough to respect me.
I’m controlling
Questions my ability to do anything constantly
Even after all this we took a couple months off I kicked her out
We have been dating again
She was over tonight, asked me to get water. So I was in the other to with her phone for a few minutes and she realized then hopped outta bed. She’s on SC with a guy she dated previously who owns a Bugatti. So I kicked her out. I don’t deserve any of this no matter how pretty she is. All I asked for was peace in got chaos.
In short bro, don’t be tryna squeeze her into the puzzle she was never meant to touch.
The crazy/hit matrix was a 10/10 🤦