Have y’all ever been in a situation where someone is staying alive for you, but they want to die and of course live every day like they want to die and feel awful enough to die but aren’t because of you?
Idk what to do
As you all know, our support is not from our ill spouses. They can’t do it and even if they could do it; I don’t know that many of them would even remember how.
My only comfort in all these years of my spouse being sick and surgeries and medications and doctors appointment and an awful attitude and the never ending massive loneliness has been my service dog, Diego. He just got diagnosed with lymphoma on Friday.
Who will I talk to? The only time I even hear my own voice even being happy is when I’m talking to him. Every post I’ve made on here has been on a dog walk. What do I do??