17yr old needs help confessing to an adult
Recently I have been fighting major depression, self harm and relapse’s over the past month alone. It has gotten to a point where I can’t show my arms because of the sheer numbers of scars on them, and being touched anywhere there is very triggering. I have been searching for help, but I have never had a single adult in my personal life (yes that includes both my parents), on which I can trust to tell this. I don’t know who to go to because I feel as though I have nobody, I can fully trust. I told my friends, but to be honest there isn’t much they can do. It only helped me deal with my pain temporarily, that’s when I knew that I needed to include an adult. But like I already said, I don’t trust any adults in my life, I have never shared anything deeply personal about myself with any adult before. And I want to but it’s so incredibly hard when my parents are the way they are. I don’t know who to go to, and I’m afraid that if I tell an adult my parents will find out what I’m going to do through, because I know that they both don’t know how to deal with this situation at all. So who should I go to?