hi, how do I cope with being ugly as a 14 year old girl? And don’t pull the “you’re not ugly, you’re beautiful in your own way!” I know I am ugly.
I look like a man. My features are terrible. I have a wide build. I know I will never find love. But how to cope with it? I can’t count the times I’ve debated straight up ending it all because of my looks. I’m hideous on the camera. In the mirror. Everything. I just want to live life normally.
Sometimes it’s so bad I don’t even let myself do basic human things because I feel I’m too ugly to deserve that. I can’t even listen to music because I feel I’m too ugly.
Sometimes I feel pretty, but then I stare at myself too long in the mirror and all confidence I had goes away. I’ve tried holding onto the fact that maybe I’m still growing. I’ll become attractive. But I know that’s not the case. Other girls my age are gorgeous and have never once had to worry about their faces.
So how do I live like this?