My person. Is no longer my person!
I have been in a 4 year long relationship with someone so outta my league! She’s gorgeous! Funny! Romantic. Thoughtful and loves her books!
However this last 11 months had been a little hard on us. However I thought our relationship was strong. We trusted each other. No signs of cheating. But communication was braking down.
Last week I asked her just outta the blue. Do you still wanna be with me? After about a 2 hours spooning session. And her reply shocked me. no not anymore.
I mean I guess people can grow out of one another but it dont hurt any less! Anyways she broke it off. I handled it poorly and was rude and overwhelming which have left us no longer on talking terms.
I can’t make someone love me and I know that relationship is over. I’m just struggling with the big black sinking pit in my heart right now, my overthinking brain which wont shut up and the fact ive spent 4 days hiding in my bed!
Im a 28 year old man who normally bottles up this sort of sad feelings but with her gone ive cried.