u/Crazy_Praline_9257

So hi guys I’m 26f and lost my father a few months ago and I thought I was over my grief but sometimes I tell myself unintentionally I’m in the back of my mind that I don’t care about anything or anyone I lose because, my dad is gone . Have I always been the best and made the best decisions….no lol but my dad was the same way at my age knew how to deal with it and I kinda looked to him as a guide through to help me with the crazy thoughts,mental illness, bad decisions and now I’m on my own my mom is amazing but they were completely opposite and I have love all around me but I’m so depressed I get up ,go to work and stuff but I can’t shake the sad this time I thought I’d be over it by now but I’m not