The little comments here and there that speak part of the truth, that to most would mean nothing. But Dear I see the big picture remember and I remember almost all of the words and details. I've already pieced most of it together, enough to know what is going on. I am just waiting on you to have enough respect to just be honest with me. Stop treating me like I am stupid , blind, or dumb. Man up.......
That you have a horrible addiction and to many narcissistic traits, so I will think the worst and hope for the best, I try to have full faith in you but I also know exactly what your capable of too. It's an impossibly hard place I am in loving you the way and as much as I do. I will always believe that there is still an amazing part of you somewhere buried deep inside of you, that's what keeps me hanging on and fighting for you, I just wish you'd fight with me more instead of against me. We push , we pull, we run, we hide, but we always find! My M. D will understand what I mean. All I'm trying to say is I'm sorry for being to you what seems like an ungrateful bitch , but if you truly seen my side you would understand. I love you
I have known the whole time, even with out all the proof, I KNEW.
I knew when you lied every time. That's what broke us, I told you so many times I already know I felt it in a way you'll never understand, I gave you so many ways out of it. I asked you to stop lying to me there was no reason to at all. I see you I truly see you ALL of YOU . I knew that you had to have your supply, your audience, your second life. I would have been fine with it if you just hadn't felt you had to keep lying to my face , instead you kept trying to make me a fool and destroying the one person that would have accepted all of you. I love you so much and would have continued to give you the world, I could have given you both sides of it too if you hadn't kept lying.