r/UnsentLettersRaw

That's all. You couldn't be so romantic as to write one of these.

hot and cold has its breaking point but you already knew that. And if l ever just up and stopped f**king with you, it's because I knew more than you thought i knew. I just wasn't wasting my time explaining it. Sometimes silence is all the confirmation I need. you also knew that ..aha miss you n L U

Like I told you, it doesn’t matter if it makes sense to anyone else. If it makes you happy, then that is the only truth that really matters.

We won’t take anything with us when we leave this world. In the end, we all return to silence, with either our regrets or our courage. So do what you believe you must do. Live as if your heart already knows the way.

What I want now is to be the one who changes the way you see the world. The one who helps you find beauty where you once saw only emptiness. The one who loves every part of you: your light, your flaws, your silences, and even the pieces you keep hidden, as if they were too dark to ever be desired.

I want to be the one who stays. The one who chooses you, again and again. The one who would sacrifice everything for you, not out of weakness, but because some souls give meaning to everything else.

You expect me to choose you after they use you and you give them everything. Lmfao. You with them right now not me

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Lmfao. The moment I say, come at me with the truth or don't fwm. You chose not to fuck with me. You ran from telling the truth. But you still on here trying to make it seem like you tried your hardest with me. Lmfao. Nope. That must be to one of your other men.

I wonder if anybody notices that it's mainly one chick. With multiple names and accounts. I bet every guy in here fucking the same chick.

She's the best woman I've seen in my life, it's as if I'm in a movie where everything just go flawlessly.

She's so similar to me, as if she's a clone but perfected version of me, I can't see no flaws to her even though I tried so hard to find one. I'm in love, finally after years of suffering from a abusive past relationship, but she's way above me, she's so pretty that I don't think I'm enough.

I'm scared to tell her my whole feelings, on how I fold on my bed because of anxiety is she's annoyed at me, on how motivated I am to go to the gym because I want to be enough to her. I don't want to overwhelm her, nor I don't want her to run away from me because of the pressure that someone's dependent on her.

So I'll struggle, atleast I can still talk to her when I'm needed, atleast I can still see her face on her stories and not a "user not found". I'm happy with this, yet I'm suffering. People said shoot my shot, but i'd rather not as the shot might not be a basketball shot but a g*n shot that will pop this balloon of my delusion.

Big suprise.. i love you but thats quickly turning into loved. You enjoy toying with me, it makes you feel in control. But your going far beyond to far. I just don’t understand how you could say you love us and straight abandoned and neglected and stand us up every day every day. I just don’t get it, but I really don’t want to think the way you do so I guess it’s better I don’t

Then I remembered all of the disrespect and all the terrible things that you did. All of the things that you took zero accountability for and tried to gaslight me and make it my fault. All of it which you seem to forget and think is justified

The good moments that I missed don’t matter when the terrible moments are the ones that traumatized me.

Even though I had love for you and still do a little, I have to remind myself that no contact is the best regardless of anything.

The worst part is that I know your Reddit account and you are active. You may have seen my messages but you chose to ignore. Fair enough it’s always hard when you’re facing the truth. I just expected more which is my fault.

The one thing I do know is that you take my words to heart even if you pretend not to, you have slipped up in the past. You would tell me about your past and remember what happened, so I know that while I may be ignored, and you put up your walls, your mask, and whatever you need to do to make yourself look good. The vulnerability that you showed me tells me all I need to know about how you view your past. How much it affects you and how much it still has an impact on you. Opening up and sharing with me your childhood, your highs and lows through every important part of your life, isn’t just something that you do with anyone, you have to care and feel safe around them to do it.

While it’s your decision to portray the situation as you wish doesn’t make it the truth. The truth will always be there regardless of your narrative.

Trying to prove it to someone who doesn’t want to rationally and logically believe in it, who denies the facts and twists the narrative is not someone who is worthwhile of my effort anymore.

The reality and truth of everything will always remain regardless of your narratives and lies. Your inner self will always know the truth.

This is for a specific person. I don't know you really. You seem to know me based on what people tell you I do. Sometimes I will find myself complaining about what another person needs from me. I never complain about the person, just how it ended up at this point requiring time from someone else. You think I'm a selfish person. The things required of me were usually someone else's responsibility in the first place. Those individuals just decided not to push them to do this but since I am free and willing to help people who need it, I am easily employed to the situation. The problem is people wonder why I am this way and it's because I put myself last. Still not complaining about it. Although I have a bad habit of keeping score and figuring out those details. Sure I am wrong all the time but there's an aspect to this where sometimes I am right. I believe what was done was actually the best I could do and I feel it now. Because I'm tired and it made me more selfish at this point in time. Have everyone else freedom and those freedoms came about from my servitude to them because I love them. When people thought it was easy and demeaned my attempts that's when I backed away. Cause it was always about them. So to my love out there I will say. I'm glad you are happy and if that's because you think I am no good. I will let you believe it and ask the things you hate about me now. They are true and it's all that lessens the burden of my own failures with you right now. I am very selfish. I was scared of you because trying to be in control of myself is already difficult. Add you to the mix and now there is even more unpredictability. I'm scared of you and the fact that I'm always the bad guy I will just have to live with that now.

Saw a picture of you, and that was enough to break me all over again. I’ve loved you for 3 years now. I never stopped thinking of you, what i wish we could have been, what life would be with you and how happy you made me. I told you i love you and i knew it was pointless but i had to tell you. I was gonna be broken one way or another, with or without telling you but i had to tell you. It never got easier, I only became accustomed to the pain, hurt, and distraught. I could have a wife and kids right now, but i do not want to enact the pact i have with her just yet, and then you come along and break me once more and make me realize you are the only one i want in my life, and that i would do anything for you still. I love you Luna. I love you today, tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, next decade next century, next millennium, and in the next life. We spent so much time together that i will never forget you even if i tried.

Or at least I did. Its hard to believe your words whenever your actions speak the volumes almost as loud as you do when I acknowledge them. Pretend all you want but I never could. I am so tired of being scared, scared of you leaving and scared of the fight. Didn't this time, when you beat these knots in my head teach you or will it take you cheating again because you and I have different feelings on what it means to cheat and I don't deserve the way you treat me you cant live with one foot out the door and complain because I ask you to shut it I don't think I am in love anymore so my emotions might be everywhere and I break shit when you treat me like I am nothing for days or weeks when you ruin anything special every holiday you ruin and you don't have to be here you wanted my normal life well you broke me and my life but as long as your happy everything is okay right if I shut up let you run all over me and complain because I gave up so i break shit but you broke me first and I can replace and have if you knew how to be honest you could stop playing the victim and take your own accountability for ripping us apart because I gave you the honesty you never really wanted so I bow out and I just want to be numb but if you cant be happy then go find someone else to love because its going to hurt me to hate you but loving you is worse

I need you to believe me. Do you know that I care about you, no matter what? Do you know that I am sorry?

I am sad, also happy?

I like you?

I care about you?

I love you?

Do you believe these things?

It is so important. Will be here.

Trying to be tough, even though I'm weak

All for 1 woman who can either break or make my day

I don't want to be a burden to her, as she got her kwn struggles, as I'm someone who's not particularly important to her.

I like her, hell I think I love her, she claims she's flawed but all I can see is part of her that makes her perfect.

That's why I choose to not speak to her about my worries, because although I love her, I don't think she does love me. I'm not that important in her life or in anybody's life, she'll survive without me, she'll heal and be happy without me.

I knew you seen my posts at first there's an assumption a feeling and then there's verification damm idk how to feel my heart is with someone else but .............I can say so much but feel filtered now. wtd. keep it raw or mask my thoughts

I'm not perfect and it seems you may be looking for a specific kind of perfect. A performer with the ability to carry you into stability and love where you feel it's missing.

Your standard is understandable, I just don't know if I can fill those pot holes for you.

I'm very romantic and I nurture my loyalty in one man, but to be chosen is not simply to be seen. It's to move towards the gentle pull of the breeze where the unknown carries a future and challenges to overcome. I enjoy challenges, my heart too has been broken, but I no longer desire to feed an ego. I want to thrive like the unwavering ecosystems of life.

I am slow to complete, slow to grow, as I prepare my steps and surrender parts of glow into darkness to guide peace and balance.

If I'm not what you need then let your eyes fall to the floor and release the tips of your fingers from the gentle touch of my body. It's okay, I'm sure you'll find a better soul. A fitted image, an exciting dance,a love you'll call my best chance.

All I wish is for you to keep that smile. Because that smile and those gentle eyes, those hands of story. They are what makes you the man that I'll carry on as I'm growing into shadows of yesterday.

I Love you G., Be happy,

Anj

When I look into your eyes I see my future . When Im around you im the happiest man alive , when i hear the word beautiful I think only of you . I think about life without you and instantly I feel pain and sorrows and I break into tears because I love and care for you deeply. But when I see you with him , I get jealous and weak in my knees because he doesnt deserve you. How can he have such a magnificent woman ! Yet make you so lonely and unhappy...

🥀🔥..............✍️🏽KC

There was a time
I started ignoring you
Talked to everyone else
Just not you

You approached me
Apologized
Said you knew
You were being a bitch

I told you
It’s okay
I appreciate it

For the rest of the day
Things were normal

Then the next time we saw each other
You were back
To being a bitch

Didn’t we just do this?
Why are we doing this again?
You even made some snide remark
About how now I’m going to ignore you

Which I did

Then you started being
Friendly again

Are you okay?
Is everything okay?
We can talk about it
That’s all I’m trying to do

Talk to you

Why do you only talk to me
When I’m ignoring you?

Some of the sweetest most amazing people have tried to reach me and open my eyes about this whole thing. People who genuinely care about me. I can only ignore their care for so long enough.

I can’t justify this anymore. I refuse to rationalize it. I’ve worked hard to become a person that is defined by their values.

Anyone reading my posts can see my love is true. Unfortunately, love isn’t enough. Every string of attachment is expensive and they’re attached like fishhooks in my soul. It’s time to take them out and let them go.

Life is so good right now. It’s been so long since I’ve felt such peace and contentment and motivation to live life.

I still love you. I think you’re a remarkable person but I value myself and I’ll never allow myself to go back to that place where I was so low.

I have to let you go. It’s a self respect thing. I feel for you and your pain. I want to make it better but this just isn’t working.

I’m sad. But I’m not diminished. We’ll talk tomorrow I’m sure of it. Fuck I’m not looking forward to this pain.

I tried to open the door for communication.

All it required was intention.

For some reason, you convinced yourself I needed you to become someone you are not, and that is the disappointing part.

I never needed a performance.

I needed honesty.

I know so much that will probably never be addressed, and still, I did not let it change how I accepted you.

That should have told you enough.

You thought I wanted the fairy tale goodnight story.

I did not.

All it did was make me turn around and question why truth needed a costume.

The performance was unnecessary, but it showed me your acting skills.

And I am not sure I have the capacity anymore to keep letting things slide while pretending they were mistakes and not intent.

I do not need validation when the facts already confirmed themselves.

I gave communication a door.

You gave it a script.

And I am done confusing acting for intention.

I'm team Sxxxxx

I'm on your side

You don't make It easy

Neither do I

I'll love you till I die

I know you feel you already have

I'm still here

Always

Remove the dnr

Come live with me.