u/Creative-Durian-2374

I (28m) and my soon to be ex wife(29f) are filing next Friday and I'm shattered not that there haven't been mistakes but I genuinely thought we were getting through them we've been together 10 years have 2 children and seemed to be doing ok then she hit me with it there's been no infidelity on either side we both have mental issues and have been going to therapy honestly I just don't know where to go from here I don't know how to move forward from this everyday I honestly contemplate just ending my life to be honest I don't see the point anymore I feel like such a failure