im 16f and ive been trying to see if hating my breasts is normal but no one seems to be talking about the way i feel about it. its like so close to what i feel and then takes a sharp turn.
like ppl will talk about hating the way they look and i agree, but not because i want them bigger or smaller but because i want them gone gone. i find them uncomfortable cause of running and lying down and weight yes, but also because when i feel them against my skin it feels icky and when my nips rub against my shirt it makes me feel so gross and aware of them
when i look at them in the mirror i feel nauseous and want to cry even thinking about it makes me sick sometimes. they gross me out and look disgusting. i find them annoying and uncomfotable and overly sensitive. it feels like theyre constantly reminding me theyre there. theyre just ugly lumps of flesh and droopy and veiny and weird and feel like something that was added without my permission i hate it and i just want it to go away
ive never been a feminine person in general and wear baggy shirts but since im dd even when i do i can see them super clearly and i feel like i look disgusting, but not in a way of being worried what other ppl think??? like im more disgusted with myself like something just looks so WRONG. and the thing is when i see other girls with large breasts i dont feel like their bodies are gross, i dont even notice.
idk i just wanted to see ask because i dont see anyone mentioning hating their breasts in this kind of way and idk if its something that ill just end up growing out of, i hope so cause i hate this feeling