Have I ruined my life?
This is hard to write.
I hold a CPL, I failed my instructor rating 3 times, I never finished it. In total I now have 7 fails.
Should I quit trying to look for work.
I'm 99k in debt, pretty sure if I leave aviation my family would disown me and my gf would leave me.
I don't have to get to an airline job but I would like to fly for a living. Is it over?
Edit: thank you to everyone who responded.
I have gotten in touch with a senior instructor who has about 30 years of experience and has dealt with cases like mine. I’ve told him about my 7 flight test fails. He wants to have a phone call. I’m assuming he wants to know what happened in more depth. Depending on what he says I’ll make a decision.
As for my gf and my family I think they will be okay with it. It’s just going to be news I have to deliver, it will be a rough conversation. Ultimately I don’t think they’d disown me but it will definitely be difficult over the next few days and weeks. It will be about finding a well paying job, so that I can be financially stable enough to one day start a family and be debt free. Luckily looking online there are jobs that seem to fit someone who basically needs to hold a pilot license to do the job they are asking for but without the flying part.