For now i just kinda smooth them out by hand or print BIG but thats tedious and expensive. Besides the obvious getting a smaller nozzle is there anything i can do on a very restricted budget to get my prints to look better?
Also just finished this guy, i do kinda like the result but idk
And now with having to finish my masters thesis and my supervisor hating my work so far, on top of having to chug more and more caffeine to be able to focus
Everything hurts so bad, it feels like i am being ripped apart, i keep sweating and my heart keeps racing. I feel like i cant do this stupid thesis but that brings even more stress and even more pain, i hate myself
Its not really a vent or anything like that, its just some thoughts ive been having.
Even with all the pain i deal with daily and the awful mess that it can all be i’ve noticed how much it all changes whenever i have my strong painkillers cause i love to run around, explore and do all kinds of things like kayaking through mountain rivers, doing martial arts again, digging around for cool rocks.
It just makes me think how much different my life couldve been had i just had these from the start, had my pain just been seen earlier and had my doctors actually cared.
Even now i just have to kinda ration the meds that do actually work cause strong painkillers are „addictive” so of course they wont give them to a 24 year old more than once for some reason. I honestly do not care for the painkillers themselves, they do take the pain away but the only addicting thing about them is the things i can finally do, that i can live like a normal person would.