My weird experience in 2020 that still bothers me.
Back in March of 2020 I feel like I had a possible abduction experience. I'd like to share that experience.
I recall it being dark and me waking up in my room and looking around, I instantly black out, the next thing I remember is being in some type of craft that has curved walls and I was staring out of a ceiling to floor window. I can see my house and all of my neinorhood and even past that. This is when I realized im above my house and this isn't a dream. I remember panicking and in that same instance I froze in place as I felt a presence of a tall being behind me. For some reason I didn't get a look at this being but it felt taller than me (im 5'7) and had a feminine energy. It somehow calmed me down. It felt like they were able to understand my fear, go into my feelings telepathically and calm me down, right before I blacked out again.
I then awake in a body conforming chair that is slightly slanted or angled so that i feel as though i am standing or suspended. Im unsure if it was metallic but I remember being in a dark room with a bright light on me, I was positioned facing a dark wall. I could sense beings behind me (about 3) but now they seemed short. They had a different presence than that of the tall being. They felt less human than the taller being. I feel as though they were telepathically telling me they are testing me? I dont know how to properly express how they communicated because it was such a strange thing to experience. It was like they wanted to see my reaction to something they want to show me.
The wall suddenly disappeared and space and the earth was shown. I was surrounded by space and could see the earth and partial moon off to the right side. I was , what seemed like , almost as far as the moon, if not further. The earth was big and small all in the same sense.
It was big but I felt so far from home. I panicked. I started trying to yell and scream but no noise came out of me, I was trying to escape the chair and I couldn't take my eyes off of earth. I so badly just wanted to go home. I was extremely panicked.
There were more parts that seem like a blur that I feel I should incorporate but take it with a grain of salt. (I believe i managed to escape the chair and I ran around the ship panicking. I was looking for an escape pod. I believe I found something of the sort and managed to leave the space ship, I recall just wanting to fly home, to get away, to go back, this is the only part of the experience that felt like a dream, felt like an implanted memory, like a false hope to not scare me) after the panicking while looking into space, the wall reappeared and I blacked out again.
The next time I woke up I was back in my room and it seemed to be about 10 minutes before sunrise... this is the moment I was fully awake.