Déjà vu, but way weirder.
Information : Hi, so I'm 15, male, weigh around 130 pounds, and am around 5'3. I want to start this off by saying that I don't smoke, drink, or do anything considered illegal or irresponsible for my age. I'm currently taking prescribed Lexapro, one pill per night (or however you spell it idk, but i don't think that should impact what I'm about to say.). I live in Japan, but this has been happening for as long as I can remember, even when I used to live in the US.
So basically, whenever I zone out, or I basically remove my consciousness from my body for a sec (like just mindlessly, autonomously doing tasks, I start to see these things, like little blips/visions of random things (example : a bowl of soup on a wooden table). And when it happens, I'm aware it happens, and I get the same feeling in my gut as Déjà Vu. And since realizing what they mean (as in, in relation to my life, which I'll explain momentarily), I think really hard about what they could be, because I only see them for such a short moment (like when you think about a process of things, and the first or second thing on that list pops up into your head for a split second before you move on to the next thing.).
And if you're thinking, "That just sounds like daydreaming, or something like your imagination going someplace else." , then please just listen to this next part. Eventually, I forget about these "blips" and I move on with my life, until, lo and behold, it happens, that exact "frame" that showed up in my "blip" pops up in real life, with its own context and individual situation (example : the soup bowl from earlier, turned out to be the final dish at a fancy mexican restaraunt with my family).
This has really f####d with my brain (apologies for the poor choice of language, I'm just really emotionally stretched from thinking about this), and I really need to know if; A. There's an actual name for this, B. There's other people who've experienced this, or C. I'm just a rare specimen, and I'm probably going to die or something 😭.
Thank you for your time.