Converting and confrontation
Hey as any Jordanian conservative family I was taught to pray and did it for four years from 2008-2012..then I stopped I was looking for another life and got the chance to travel and see other parts of human menatlities. I was sometimes in Europe we're all going clubbing 13 dudes no one is from the same country. Except the idea when I realized religions are men creation, it's when I got back to Amman and telling people this they look at like you're lost and kaffer haha or crazy. It was the Huge enormous gap that left inside of me it's like who am I so ups and downs next 7 years then decided to cut off alchole completely because by 2023 I was alcoholic for 7 years on daily basis I just read 7 books the best was "Thus spoke Zarathustra" and by the end okay now I know facts facts about me and the world.. I know I am only living for 2 humans they matter to me the most until I fell in love again with energy transition and love you now I am working in master in energy management with the European Union on the alignment of energy regulations, laws, policies for THE MENA with eu.. I am evolving... The point is how much as it hits hard at first when u convert the fear of guilt, shame, feeling void from the inside it's okay because the brain is acting subconsciously to what you have been during childhood... Keep going don't walk by the wall and lower your head walk in the middle heads up. your world is your's and nobody's else. At least u know how u are, most ofbppl in our community dies not anything about themselves.
Native Jordanian Agnostic.