u/Cultural_Cup9317

I’m in my early 40’s and the last 5 years have been a tapestry of non stop intensity and loss. I’ve lost my wife to cancer, my parents, my beloved pets, good friends. Relationships have completely fallen apart bc my capacity is stretched so thin. I’ve moved and I feel like when I “start over” I get a couple months of reprieve before something major happens again, no matter how quiet I keep life. I don’t love turmoil and with Gemini in my 8th house and the upcoming fall retrogrades in Scorpio and Libra Im nervous. Is there anything optimistic here?