u/Curious-Exchange8232

The feeling of uncontrolled sadness towards a specific member of family - a friend sent me this. I publish this with her consent.

Her:"Maerft ash tary liya, tfkrt khoya,suddnly when i was working on my project,and i started crying uncontrollably. After two days,i decided to go to his city,we met,we walked,we talked... when i see him,when i talk to him,i feel this uncontrollable sadness. I literally go to the toilet,I crash from crying,I wash my face and fake the smile. I dont know why,I swear to god. Now I am with him and I am controlling my tears". Have anyone ever experienced this? I find it illogical. She finds this melancholy illogical.

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u/Curious-Exchange8232 — 14 days ago

I dont have striking looks, I’m just normal, but I look like a clean, nerdy girl, and I apparently look “virgin” too 😭 (that’s what someone told me once). I also have asian features.

I dont want men approaching me or flirt with me. Usually, I only attract younger guys or much older men anw. And honestly, I’ve nvr known what it feels like to be in love with a man or anything like that. I genuinely dont know what that feeling is supposed to be. If this is some kind of psychological issue, please tell me honestly. Maybe I need a therapist. I’m not ready at all for relationships or attention from men. I dont wear makeup AT ALL, and I dress very veeeery modestly (i dont put hijab), no ass revealed. Rany machi zwina g3. Ana 3aaadiya! When a men kidir chi geste zwin meaya, I am jst so scared. I have never experienced sexual assault or rape. I am not on my period either.

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u/Curious-Exchange8232 — 15 days ago

I want to buy a luxury gift from a well-known brand: a notebook and a pen. I am looking for a brand that values quality as much as minimalist aesthetics. The person I will give it to holds a very important position.

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u/Curious-Exchange8232 — 16 days ago
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Since I remember myself on this earth, I have a huge flaw(I will explain later why I see it as a flaw). I litteraly hate anyone who uses these words with me: s3ib, impossible, wsh ght9dy 3liha? rah aykhssek khdma ktira l hadchi, wsh aykfak lw9t? 3rfty rah s3ib dkchi, rah ghat3qed 3lik l2omor. (O ana kntappy hdchi, 9lbi tzyer eliya) It can be my friend, wlkin ila galt chi wa7da mn had lhdra, she is immediately out of my friend zone. This already happened today. She will never receive any update from me anymore and I will use lies as my shield. I also hate it when ppl show with their face that things are complicated. It makes me feel disgusted. If u are my friend and I am sharing my vision, and u answer me why don’t u choose something simpler because u might not make it, then u are out of my friend zone directly, 100% It even happened with my mom. But once she understood this dysfunction, I can now tell her anything like antl3 l9amar and she answers kolchi 3nd allah qarib(honestly that is the best response for me.)

And when I share my vision with someone and they respect it and start giving me ideas to help move it forward, that person is immediately uplifted to the dearest ppl in my heart. Again, if a psychopath knew this side of me, they could easily use it against me and take me down.

I am asking ppl who encounter this type of ppl who instead of supporting u, they try in a nice way to bring u down. I think this is my biggest flaw. I dont have flexibility. Even if they say it i should not be affected and instead understand that maybe this is their limit and "not mine". But I feel like I hate anyone with a limited vision, and I really want to change and adapt . Moroccans?

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u/Curious-Exchange8232 — 22 days ago