The feeling of uncontrolled sadness towards a specific member of family - a friend sent me this. I publish this with her consent.
Her:"Maerft ash tary liya, tfkrt khoya,suddnly when i was working on my project,and i started crying uncontrollably. After two days,i decided to go to his city,we met,we walked,we talked... when i see him,when i talk to him,i feel this uncontrollable sadness. I literally go to the toilet,I crash from crying,I wash my face and fake the smile. I dont know why,I swear to god. Now I am with him and I am controlling my tears". Have anyone ever experienced this? I find it illogical. She finds this melancholy illogical.