I’m so lost can someone give me advice please
I’ve been dealing with this MM(45) for a year. He was speaking about divorcing his W(44) that’s why I even dealt with him. Everything was great at first he was prioritizing me in his own way. We didn’t start having an affair truly until 4 months after meeting because I wanted to make sure he was serious. He never made me question anything always answered for me and text me all day and kept me updated. Blocked her when he was with me and gave me what I need and was there for me. Took me to work and everything but it changed 7 months in. The wife wound up saying she was pregnant (5 months) and said she didn’t know at first. She said this after he gave her the divorce papers and told her he was in love with someone else and wanted to leave but she found out about me because she went through his mail and seen the money he was sending me. So now he’s being weird. I have to call repeatedly for a conversation. I have to wait for a text. He told me things gone be different when his baby comes. He told me he love me and her and can’t choose now. Then he got mean about my age saying I’m 30 and he’s 45. I’m gone freak on other men and could never be faithful. That they been married 7 years and been together 25 and have 3 kids and a 4th on the way.so I left then he comes back to me and says he was upset because he don’t want any more kids because his eldest is 17…I truly believed him so I took him back. His wife left for 3 weeks because she was upset he gave me money. he was good and we was good but then she’s back and now he can’t answer and sending these messages like you know I can’t stress her because of the baby. She messaged me and said you thought he was gone leave me for you nope he can’t leave his baby and your a baby yourself. I was okay with the kid because that happened before I gave him my body and heart but now he stabbing me with a knife repeatedly
I trusted that nothing would change but now everything is changing he’s doing a 360…should I leave???