Sat in my car and cried
And you looked at me nonchalantly and closed the door. Sleep well I never do anymore. Why couldn’t you hold me. I’m glad youre Okay now better than me for sure. god cursed me. I can’t even imagine what I did to be turned away everytime even in flesh. Even in flesh. I did everything i literally have nothing to give. Life took all that I literally offered. I’m so sorry for failing myself. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry angel. Forgive me for the 3rd time. No one will know you because the little girl didnt listen to god. Now you’re left with another sin. Now you suffer alone and in silence. ever since birth. you don’t deserve anything if you trust everyone that shows kindness not even the slightest. don’t ever give yourself up or you will be left even with a burden. because you are that burden