He Is A Trash Man
I am 17 years old and I have two important exams this year. It will lock my future. The crux are some factors which are hindering it. For instance I have no real friends except one person. Although I have friends, they don't feel that close. They don't care about anything related to me. They often enjoy when I am present, in school or coaching we have fun but even if I am not present no one really cares. They just go on. I am just time pass. And the one true friend who I believe he is, kinda doesn't understand me properly, my emotions and feelings. I had a few other friends but they also stopped talking to me because I am supporter of the right wing political party of my country which they don't like. So they stopped talking to me. My one friend group bullied me so hard that I had to leave it. And the worst part is am ugly af. That's why no one is interested in me. I feel so lonely bro. I have no one to talk to. I never had any girl who liked me. Love for me was one sided. Now let's land on my work field. I am bad student. I try to study so hard yet I don't seem to get good grades. I tried novel writing, I failed in that too. I failed in drawing. A crow sings better than me. The floor breaks when I try to dance. I have no hobbies to shine. I feel bad for my family too. That their son is a wasted garbage who can't do anything. I try so much to make myself better but nothing ever works. My height is 5'5. I am skinny fat. I am worse in every field imaginable. What is worse do u think a poor boy who has nothing but can do something or a boy who has every facility yet can't do anything. What to do?
And ‘He is a trash man’ was said by a friend who I considered as a best friend but I guess he never reciprocated it. He also completely forgot me after he got a girlfriend. He talks sometimes, likes my insta stories as if it's a formality.