Nearly 34 and never had a boyfriend
I've "dated" one man and one woman. The girl was just hobosexual. She didn't like me or find me attractive. She later told me she'd never laid eyes on someone as hideous as me and only got with me because I had my own place. The guy told me he only got with me because he settled and dumped me when other girls started wanting him. He now tells people we were never together and tried to twist the story to make it sound like I pursued him when it was actuallythe other way around. None of that counts as a relationship.
I'm seeing a guy right now. We do everything that you generally do in a relationship. He differs from the others because I feel like he actually likes spending time with me. Ive never met someone who actually liked my company. Most if the time I feel like everybody, my friends and family included just kind of grudgingly tolerate me. We do everything you typically do in a relationship and initially weren't exclusive. We still technically aren't but neither of us has really seen or gone out with other people for a couple months. We've even gone on trips and shit together and he's actively planning another for the fall.
But we are not in a relationship. He's not my boyfriend. Although he has slipped up and called himself that once or twice. But it still isn't a relationship and I will never know what thats like.