u/Cute-Sentence2750

I havent been in contact with my fp since December and he still remains my fp im going insane. He decided to cut contact with me for good which is better for both of us but I still feel so empty and numb without him. I find myself checking most days if he has unblocked me which I know is unhealthy. I feel like a part of me doesn't exist without him in my life, it's weird. I have no interest in getting to know someone new because they're not him, even tho I know he's probably out there not even thinking about me. it just sucks so much. it takes such a long ass time for me to get over someone I was attached to as I know most of yall probably relate

sometimes I wish I never even met him tbh