u/CutePoha_

this community lowkey held me together throughout my drop year, and even when on my worst days I used to see some unhinged stupid joke here and I would smile with tears in my eyes and someone posting a random ahh revision megathread or just another post cursing the bloodline of NTA and so much more.

it felt as if im sitting in a big circle of friends, who are such a joy to be around without caring what i look like or how much i scored on my mocks (allen classroom lore btw)

i feel so full of love for yall. i wanna do something to make yall feel loved and appreciated BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO THAT

my love language is words of affirmation and gift giving

(not just casual gift giving but very yk with depth like knowing you and understanding you and then gifting something that really belongs to you and has a lot of emotions in it)

when i was in 10th i used to write cute little notes for all my friends with little ugly doodles and random hearts maybe that's how i express love (i also made some for my friends i made at allen I'll attach in comments)

now i want do that for yall

ik bold of me to say such things when i didnt even wanna live a month ago lol neet fucked me up, that before test and rank anxiety is my sleep paralysis demon istg

as papa and mumma says, ive lost my spark in this drop year journey, it sucked the soul outta me and i dont have the motivation to do anything and im someone w a negative ahh personality,

this is my attempt to bring back that bubble little girl with so much love to give who probably lost her way home after she meet those stupid 10thies the last time

im gonna be the adult that makes my inner child happy

(just a promise to myself)

i want to express love the way i know to, writing letters and short notes to the ones i love 💕

(I WISH WE COULD HAVE THAT SCRIBBLE DAY FOR US AS WELL OMG THAT WOULD BE SO CUTE)

I want to write to yall, like personally, i mean like you could tell me about yourself in my dm and i would mail you?? like a pen pal but make it email and more whimsical ☆

i did not have a full fledged plan to do anything like this, so idk what things the mail will actually consist of 😭 but ik it would just be more that just sweet words thrown into sentences

will yall sign up tho?? (i wish yall do<3)

like for a mail club for the medicos 🤌

its just a random thought from someone with love and efforts to give (i wished i had friends irl but knowing cool people online is a privilege too) hehe ily yall.

jisko bhi chahiye lelo allen module merese, used hain to I'll give it at 4k or 5k (negotiate krlena) plus jo alag se books mili thi allen me like ncr and race wo bhi hain 1k

PLUS I have JEE Mains PYQs book by MTG (almost unused) chem and physics price decide kr lenge

also MTG fingertips for bio

also other practice books i wanna give away before going

PLEASE MESSAGE ASAPPPP

allen ke classroom ke question paper bhi dedungi if you want

shipping cost dedena bas please im broke as fuck so help out please

delhi ncr region

pehle admit card download ni ho rha tha ab ho gya to firse kro bc firse chuchu si site clash. lab rats have a better life than us.