SA
Hi I’m probably going to delete this. But I was dating this guy for a couple of months. This one day him and I went the park and it was late at night and nobody was around. So my now ex boyfriend and I were making out. He kept on moving his hands closer to the buttons of jeans and I would move them and tell him to stop. But whenever I did he would stop for like five minutes and then continue to move hands closer to my waistband or the buttons of my jeans. Eventually he put his fingers in my mouth and I said that he could finger me.When he did finger me I honestly liked it. But I also felt he forced me to let him finger me. I was honestly super into the makeout session we were having. And I didn’t want to stop kissing so I gave into to letting him finger me. The whole situation confused me because prior that day anytime. I had sex with him or did anything sexual with him. It was never forced if I told him to get off of me he would. If I told him that I didn’t like something while we were having sex he would respect and stop what he was doing. If I didn’t want to go another round and he did he never forced me to. But now it makes me feel like he never forced in those situations because he got what wanted already. I feel I was SAed. I just can’t tell because it was only once that he made me feel uncomfortable and forced. And I did say yes and I did like it. Does this count as SA ?