I’m jealous because of the beautiful girlfriends of my boyfriend’s friends and it kills me
Hello!
I (23 F) have been with my boyfriend (25M) for 5 years.
My boyfriend has two best friends. These friends have their own place and live there with their girlfriends. My boyfriend visits them a lot during the week, in which he sees the girlfriends a lot also.
We see eachother only on the weekends because we do not live together and there is a 1,5 hour train distance between us.
I have really jealous thinking of the time he is spending with his friends but mostly with their girlfriends. I know this may sound weird. But those girls make me really insecure: they are tall, blonde, blue eyes, just really beautiful with lots of friends, a big social life and are really social and witty themselves.
I do not think I am ugly but they make me very insecure. I am also an anxious girl and can’t do all the things they do. He sometimes talks about the things they all do together. And about the lives of his friends and the girls.
I guess I am just worried he thinks they are more beautiful or better girlfriends than me (because they can do more together and spend more time together) They are also all from the same city and basically know eachother since high school so I already feel a bit left out.
It kills me inside, I keep stalking those girls on social media and torturing myself. How do I overcome this jealousy??