I'm in an a "relationship" with a person who have Avoidant attachment, should I continue as friends? What should I do?
Apologies for the wrong grammar and other errors English isn't my first language (this is a long one)
Hi I'm 18 years old, new to the world of love life, I met a girl at Facebook on Valentine's Day (yes people still use it here) she's cute, same age as me and she was kind to me and we started talking, going on dates, having late night conversations, and having physical activities such as cuddling and kissing (except s*x because she don't want to "accidentally" get pregnant) all goes well until one night she asked if I got past relationships I said no and asked about hers, she revealed that she have an ex of 2 years and with the help of my foolish curiosity I asked and I discovered that they did everything couples do (yes including s*x) and that "he does everything for her" according to her, also they just broke up last December because he cheated on her and she still miss him but only the memories. After that I got a "bit" possessive and I get jealous quickly whenever she mentions her ex or when I see their past convos whenever I open her account and whenever some other boys talks to her maybe she got tired of that and told me we had to break up but foolish me fights the relationship everytime she wants to break up and I always begged for her to come back we did a cycle of breaking up and "starting fresh" 4 times if I'm correct and her reasons is that "you deserve better" or that "I don't want to hurt you" and whenever I ask the specific reasons she doesn't answers me. Now on our recent break up foolish me tries to "keep" our relationship as being "just friends". Well I have my reasons why I always come back, because I know she is still healing and I want to be there for her and that I understand that her trust towards men is damaged and that I still want to see her smile and be their for whenever she got a problem I mean I know she loves me because of how she treats me everytime were dating(she always insist on paying and doesn't rushes me) and how she acts towards me(she's concerned for me, cares about me and first chats me, how her eye locks on me and she gets flustered every time I caught her staring at me). Should I continue this relationship? What should I do at this point?