

The new Marvel Punisher special is Beau if Afraid if Beau wasn't afraid
It was crazy to me how much the whole special felt like the first act of BIA. The over the top dangerous area he lives in. The graphic violence and disturbing scenes occurring in the background. The main characters home being broken into by a massive amount of violent, crazy people.
But the difference is the Punisher isnt afraid - more so dissociating and violent.
Would love to hear other's thoughts!
I'm officially diagnosed with GAD (I think? God knows), have had about 3 bouts of counselling amd 2 of CBT. It hasn't helped and I cant keep living like this - not in a suicidal way but in the sense it is just not sustainable.
I'm pretty certain I have something beyond GAD but im struggling to work out what. People close to me (including my friend who is a licensed therapist) have suggested OCD or Autism the most.
I recently went to my GP to be asked to be referred for an assessment for OCD by a psychiatrist. They referred me to a service who just offered me CBT again and said they couldn't diagnose/assess me for CBT and told me to go to my GP for that (I tried!!!)
I know private is an option, and likely i could afford it, but my problem is I have no idea to look for. I dont know what's wrong with me, and what kind of treatment would be best.
Is there anyway I can just sit down with someone (assumingly a psychiatrist) and have proper conversation where I outline everything and they let me know what they think I've got going on, and the best way to address it?