I'm going insane
I don't even know where to begin. I started a relationship with a guy over a year ago, and it was long distance so with time he moved over to my place. From the get go there was always red flags, but I am maybe too patient or forgiving, so I gave him the benefit of the doubt that maybe the move was tough and affecting him. I admittedly also have low self esteem, so I know I put off with more than I should have.
It has been a year now, he still has no job, he always has a new excuse for why he cannot get one. He buys a beer everyday, and buys tobacco and weed. All of this is with my money. I have never been in debt before, but ever since starting to live with him I am now 3,000 in debt and I can't see the end of it. He constantly says nobody helps him, even though all he does in the gouse is maybe sweep once every 2 weeks, theow the tras out and SOMETIMES kill bugs.
Honestly, I never thought I'd be this person stuck on an obviously shitty relationship, but here I am. I locked my card today bexause all I have is $20 for the rest of the week, and he got mad saying I am keeping him from getting him what he needs, which is his stupid daily beer. I called him an alcoholic and told him he didn't need it, and I'm not unlocking the account. He sad I'm on a power trip, even though this is my money and he has no right to it.
I know I'm done, but the messed up part is I don't even know what to do because he has no money, and I have no money, how the hell do I get him off my place... I have no family here, he has none either.
I don't really talk about this to anyone, so I just need to put it out somewhere I guess... I'm just so tired and I want this hell to be over, I gave too much for a garbage person.