u/CycleMaleficent5049

I (30F) went a date with a guy (32M) last night and I got way too drunk really fast. I embarrassed myself. His friends were there and I felt so much judgement. He drove me to car and it was easy for him to just dump me there and not care about me getting home safely. All with his friends in the back seat. The worst part is the night went so well up until that point and I think it ruined everything. I got in my car and immediately called him because I was put off and sad about how it ended. And yes, I was crying to him and I was mad. I fear it’s over. What kind of insight can anyone offer? Or advice? Or anything at all. I’m so so sad. And embarrassed. And I don’t think I can come back from it.