u/CynicalPersonTMP

Finally had my first actual relationship in my miserable 25 years of life. And after 8 months of dating we broke up yesterday. It was long-distance (never met her irl) but hey I finally felt what it's like to be loved... at least in the beginning I did. The latter half of the relationship felt beyond miserable. A person who claims to love you but refuses to even spent 10 seconds to send you a message. Nevertheless I'm back to being alone and miserable. I really don't know what else to say. Just felt like venting. I'm hurt and in pain, sad that it didn't work out. Felt like she was my forever.