u/Da1sybud

I’ve had this problem forever, I can’t seem to get over when I know my friends are going out and
I can’t go because I don’t have the funds or it’ll be too late out or I notice my anxiety is going haywire. It lowkey drives me crazy and I don’t want to bum my friends out with this info buts it’s killing me ;-;

I try to think rationally but I can’t stop FEELING sad, feeling alone and left out, like I’m missing amazing life events that I am just out of.

I go out but it’s mainly by myself because I go to a lot of punk shows and they like pop, but I would love to go wherever they are… I keep seeing these friend groups online do so many cool things hanging out at night and it sucks thinking that my friend group is that but without me

So, I graduated art school a year ago, I am so proud to call myself a non a.i artist, however, the past year I haven’t been able to get a job ANYWHERE not even a part time retail job. I’m losing hope and more importantly, my savings.( I live with family so I won’t go homeless, but dwindling savings is not where I want to be right now)

I got a job offer recently but they are an a.i company and STRONGLY suggest using a.i for the work I would produce, and essentially are expecting me to work half the time I normally would in hopes I would fold and just use a.i to “help” me.

I’m a really indecisive person, I can’t decide if this job will eat away at me or if it’s something I just need to accept for the money.

Please help!!!