Hey need advice
So I devoted my life to witchcraft as my thing that got me into feeling my inner power and it worked for years then I dated this man and eventually it became so unsafe and abusive while including around the end that I wasn't allowed to practice witchcraft or work with Hekate. I eventually got to s point where it became so unbearable I called to Medusa to help me with it, but after it felt like I lost that connection I had with witchcraft and Hekate. These past three years I've done so much to try and light that spark back in me though I just can't get myself to be like I was with it and honestly it bothers me that I can't. (Side note I started EMDR therapy to work through the trauma, but I need advice on how to grow my connection to the craft again. Please and thank yous.)