Movin' on up (to 7.5)
I was on 5 for 13 weeks, and it was about 3 weeks too long. My doctor really wants me to stay on the lowest dose that is still effective, but I had the feeling that the food noise was coming back and I started feeling just like my old self again.
It turns out that I was right. Over the last 2 or 3 weeks, I have gained a handful of pounds, but mostly I have been snacking at night. When the meds were doing what they were supposed to do, I really didn't snack at all. I mean, I would have fruit and yogurt and meat sticks, but they were just to meet my protein or calorie goals.
But in the last 2 weeks, they have been snacks to meet my cravings.
I just took my first 7.5 injection today, and I really hope things settle down.
It's so hard to accept that this is going to work. Even though I've lost nearly 50 lbs in five months, having the food noise back is so disappointing and scary. I know in my mind that this can work, in the old parts of my brain, I feel like a failure.