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i felt a presence the other night in my room, it felt so real, i could almost see it, like i knew exactly where its outline was for the second i felt it but i couldnt see it. i cant tell if it was real or not. i had to sh just to feel like i was awake and in reality. im terrified what i saw was real, it didnt feel like a hallucination and i felt like i was in incredible danger for so long, idk what to believe. i dont have anyone to talk to about this because i feel like most people in my life would just dismiss this as fake. i just want to be able to talk to someone who will actually consider what i felt as real before dismissing it im scared to even sleep. ive had other weird paranormal like experiences in my life that make me think this was real but i dont know anymore

idk how else to describe it, i was walking around a corner and its like i saw something starting to turn the corner but i didnt actually see anything its almost like i felt its exact position so i could almost see it idk im calling it a hallucination because i dont wanna believe it was anything else, i felt terrified when i felt it, i felt like i was in danger but it just went away idk what i felt but im scared and idk what to do

Hey yall, been a lurker here for a bit and just wanted to say some stuff idk, sorry if this is a bad post, kinda a vent about stuff that has happened kinda trying to be hopeful for the future ig?

I recently got out of a long term and complicated relationship that was really bad for me. I have spent so much time and energy on her and trying to help her that i never could take care of myself. I just figured it was just me yknow, but getting out of that relationship and moving back with family ive been able to get some things back on track. Im ashamed to admit this but for the longest time i had such hard trouble doing basic things like showering/brushing teeth/shaving, but i am finally starting to build those habits again. I feel clean for the first time in years, im getting back on medication, im thinking about the future and what i can maybe do. Ive even considered maybe going to college, idk it feels like its too late (its not, lol) im excited to get back on medication though! Luckily i havent been having my butt handed to me too hard but its been hard trying to keep my head on straight. I still have a lot of work ahead of me, i definitely still struggle, but i feel like i can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel that ive always been told was there. Thats all :)

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