Married Single Parent
just want to talk, it feels heavy. I always pictured having two littles so they had each other through life, since that’s always something I wanted but didn’t have. My husbands just not the person I pictured after all. He works a lot and when he is around he’s on his phone a lot. He “spends” time with lo when lo gets mad at mom for something, almost makes me feel like he’s trying to team up or be the better parent. He constantly critiques my parenting. I can remember one time in five years he said I’m a good mom, because it was this past month. But daily I’m wrong, mean, a bad parent and especially bad wife since I haven’t been affectionate with him. It’s hard to be intimate when I’m never told I look good, I’m a good mom, or anything positive. Idk what I’m looking for, just solidarity I guess. I would never leave because I couldn’t handle being away from lo. That’s all.