Lost my love for amnesty
Idk what it is lately but I don't have love for amnesty lately I just feel numb
CONTEXT- I been amnesty for 2 years right now and I love being all the time since our PA got fired I step in as QB and it was cool then later on like around late October I start to not wanna do amnesty and QB but I thug it out then after peak I started to feel it and when we finally have a new PA I took a month off of amnesty and I thought when I come back I thought I will be happy when I come back but I feel nothing this is the first week coming back to amnesty and I feel nothing idk why maybe because of the workload maybe they become more strict and I become paranoid about the gate not closing right and sometimes I come back to that gate to make sure it's lock because someone got fired not closing the gate right but I am debating about giving up my perms as amnesty and QB if I still have this feeling like around June so I wanted to see if y'all can give me some advice or recommendations and ideas of what should I do until the meantime