Similar experiences?
My pet just died and I bursted out crying to my mom. After a few minutes of crying HYSTERICALLY i started smiling and feeling nothing SUDDENLY(after having such extreme guilt feelings). So when I started smiling my mom gave me a weird look..am i faking my feelings?i dont even know anymore and its not my first time experiencing this, i know its not such a big deal but sometimes i relapse so bad(I start hurting myself) and literally after 2mins into cutting i start laughing and feeling absolutely nothing after going through extreme feelings. And after as i said when my pet died i keep going through this cycle of feeling guilt and feeling nothing. And again i go through this a lot like once when I attempted to…i deadass started smiling while getting hospitalized which was so embarrassing cuz i felt like my faking everything..and these mood swings happen within SECONDS im not even exaggerating
-I know its nothing traumatic and im prob overthinking it and im not trying to self diagnose but please lmk if its anything concerning❤️