Being gay makes me feel ugly
So like I just want to share my experience to see if its just be or are others feeling this.
Why does it feel like I’m only attractive enough to have sex with but not enough to be in a relationship with or even form a friendship with. I’m 25 and I was in a relationship one time for a couple years but I’ve “talked” to alot of guys but it feels like they just butter me up to have sex and never talk to me again or only hit me up for sex. My ex didn’t even want to spend time with me either he rather go places with other people while I was at home all alone. It’s really lonely and I think I’m im a really cool guy but maybe I just think too highly of myself. Alot of people say thats just the app experience but I don’t know how to meet people in person I’m a little awkward so maybe its just all lost
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