I loathe this reality
I met someone (online ofc) that had the following in their profile: short term dating, long term dating and MONOGAMOUS (shouting important for later).
We met up and things were connecting. We did a lot of things (don't wanna say to much for fear of give aways to out situationship). After some time, I finally dropped the "what are we?" question. This is where things get weird...
I find out that she is a side chick for some dude claiming to be "poly". This reality is that he is in an open relationship and she is the side piece. A poly relationship os open with EVERYONE. she is just the side bitch (sorry for term, but the truth)
I connected with her, but she is much more convinced that she has "sownthing special" with the guy that she is getting hurt by. while I am trying desperately to get her to love me... How do I know that their relationship hurts her? Because she fucking told me that face to face! she makes our hangouts about her venting her frustrations about her situation and then has the balls to tel me that she feels our hangouts are to depressing. GIRL YOU MAJE THEM TO DEPRESSING!
I do love her. But she has me soo fucked up. im no cuck... wtf do I do with the feelings tho? they feel genuine to is why it hurts... what do I say to her to move on? what do i say to myself to make the hurt less painful?
Edit: u kno what tho? the truth is that she isn't even worth the struggle. but there would be 0 struggle without poly. That is my issue. Also wtf you saying "monogamous" on yo shit when the truth is that you don't know wtf you want?