I'm soo done.
I've been playing this game since season 3. I have about 300 hours on it. But still I suck. I've tried a whole bunch of heroes and don't know who I'm good at. Have never reached more than gold 3. And I've reached Gold 3 only 3 times. But immediately fall off. Have played less than 5 matches in the gold lobby because I immediately derank. Almost always stuck in bronze or silver. I don't know what to do. I've tried some hitscan characters too, but aiming feels difficult. I have deleted this game 2-3 times but I always come back because seeing the new updates excites me. Quick play is another hellhole, lose one match and the very next match is a bot match. Also this is my first hero shooter. I almost always go on a losing streak. And I've stopped playing my top 3 most played heirs quite often since recent seasons. I've seen thousands of players rant about the game but they are in diamond, GM rank and all. And reaching that much is too far fetched for me. I really wanna get better.