I’m getting really mixed signals
I don’t know because recently I got a crush on my guy friend who we will just call raspberry and for the past couple days he’s been giving me mixed signals
I emailed him on the school Chromebook asking for his number and he gave it to me. I had messaged him directly after school that day and it was sort of awkward and he ended up leaving me on read when I mentioned something about homework.
A couple hours after that, I sent him a funny video and that got us into a conversation. We paused in between because he needed to take a shower, but we got right back to it and talked until he felt sleepy.
I sent him another funny video on Tuesday and he left me on read. At lunch, I asked him why he kept doing that because it was kind of annoying. And when it comes to me being uncomfortable with something, I like to advocate it. He told me that he doesn’t really know, but when he sees some certain messages, he’s just kind of like. “okay” and then moves on. He ended up responding on Wednesday, but only because our mutual friend forced him to and he replied exactly with. “OMg🔥🔥” But anyway…
Yesterday we ended up calling and he mainly talked and laughed with one of my friends from church who we will just call Rin. Raspberry even said that Rin had more “rizz” than me and I just laughed it off.
Raspberry and Rin were pretty much playfully teasing me that entire call. But during that call raspberry said that me and him should hang out at the park. (but he suggested bringing Rin along with us so that he wouldn’t “ be left alone with a girl” which is understandable.)
And I was even trying to flirt with him a bit during the call, but he was brushing it off. (I told him that he looked good in dress shirts and when he told me something I responded with “hehe okay, handsome“ and he got kind of flustered) I also tried again today during yearbook signing and I wrote “ I love you! :)“ and then signed my name.
And a couple days ago me and him were outside with our friend group and the thing is I have a disability so I use an E scooter at school for long distances and for some reason he started controlling the scooter and driving me around and we were giggling a lot.
And during field day, we were doing this thing where one person had to crawl on the grass and another person had to hold their ankles. For some reason raspberry offered to hold my ankles, and I said. “ wouldn’t that be weird because you’re a boy though?” and he said. “Nah.” But I hesitantly turned him down.
And for some reason that day, when we had first texted, he messaged me saying “I ain’t gayyy. I like women.” (our whole friend group suspects that he’s either gay or bi but I personally think he’s bi because he just doesn’t seem like the type to like guys only)
And I don’t know because on the multiple occasions where I did flirt with him he seemed pretty chill about it but on the call yesterday, I asked if he considered me one of his friends and he said “Uhmmm… yeah. I’d I say consider you one of my friends” (which, according to one of my other guy friends that can either be a very good sign or a very bad sign)
And for some reason raspberry also calls me by my childhood nickname, but I don’t know if that’s related. And that guy friend of mine that I just mentioned said that raspberry is very hard to read, which I’d say I agree,
(my guy friend said that raspberry has a 50% chance of liking me back, a 25% chance that he’s gay and another 25% chance of something that I forgot and our mutual friend said that I have a 40% chance of dating raspberry which, according to her is a pretty good thing because most girls have a 10–25% chance of dating him)
But if y’all need any more info or if y’all think y’all can guess then please let me know! But at the moment, I’m just praying that everything works out!
(EDIT: i’m sorry if this post is all over the place I just kept remembering more and more details as I kept typing so the order of events isn’t totally in detail, but hopefully it’s understandable)