Friend (15F) with trust issues refuses to talk to me after i (15M)reported them for suicide
Me and my friend often vent to each other. Yesterday, however, we were on call and they were worse than usual, and was crying and kept asking hypotheticals of what would happen if she disappeared. She had a razor blade, and at one point they asked me whay id do if they did something at that moment.
Before i could finish my answer, they cut the call, didnt respond to any calls or texts i made, and out of panic i called emergency services on them. Now theyve told me that later they were feeling better anyway, and now wants nothing to do with me since i called the services on them.
They have always had really bad trust issues with people, and i feel like ive broken the one trust with a person they had. Now i feel theyll never trust anyone with anything personal again, as they already have a habit of trying to act normal no matter how stressed they are.
I'm not sure if i deserve to be forgiven, but i really dont want her lack of trust in people to spiral any further. Theyve done so much for me in the past and i feel ive ruined them.
Im really not sure what to do to help or if to just leave them be for a while. They have asked me to never contact them again which i absolutely understand, but i dont want to leave them even more isolated than they were before.
What can i do to help her out if anything?