I Make myself wake up
I brush my teeth in front of the mirror
Seeing Someone who needs
to make You proud
Out of sight
in my mind all the time
Unable to Remember who i was before you
Or see who i Am without you
Reeling from the Knowledge
this is my everyday
use my eyes as buttons
use my teeth in a necklace
use my mouth for your summons
use my hands like your reckless
use my body
for it does not belong to me
I have nothing to do with it
have sex with someone else will you never want me again? I know you're maintaining your needs, would you hate me if I maintained mine while we're apart?
Since the end of our trist
My stages of grief have been this
Denial
Bargaining
Ang-
Bargaining
Begging
Depression