u/DangerousChoice5850

Im studying cse engineering currently 3rd year in chennai,even though i studying a btech cse degree i have literally zero knowledge of coding or other technical skills like linux,github,dataeng,fullstack blah blah,though i dont wanna get unemployed sitting as good for nothing in home after completing my degree i dont have any guidance i dont have many freinds so all i wanna know is can i choose azure cloud engineering as my career and get employed as fresher ?how to learn?where to learn?is az 104 completion enough to land on a job? Also do i need to complete any other coding or otger skills like devops or fullstack before choosing cloud. These are my biggest doubts if any kind soul can answer all my questions who is currently working as a cloud engineer please please please please please dm meeeeeeeee ty if u read fully

I’m a 20-year-old guy and I feel extremely lonely and mentally stuck in life. I’ve been addicted to porn and masturbation since a very young age and I feel like it slowly destroyed my confidence, social life, motivation, and mental state over the years.

I barely feel like going outside, talking to people, or socializing. Even when I want friends or love, I isolate myself and stay inside. I overthink everything and feel scared of being judged or seen as weird/creepy, especially around women.

I also struggle a lot with body image and confidence. I used to be around 90kg and now I’m around 76kg, so I improved physically, but I still feel insecure about my looks, body fat, attractiveness, and overall presence. When I was going to the gym consistently for 3 months, I genuinely felt more confident, social, and alive, but after stopping I slowly fell back into bad habits again.

Some days I feel motivated to change my life, build confidence, get fit, improve socially, and become disciplined. Then suddenly I relapse into porn, masturbation, scrolling reels, isolating myself, and avoiding life again. It feels like I keep escaping reality instead of living it.

I want to know if anyone else went through this in their early 20s and genuinely improved. How did you do it?

I want honest advice from people who actually rebuilt themselves from this kind of situation.