I am trying to be independent and happier
I am trying my best even if years of belittling and ridiculing left a deep wound in my self-esteem.
I am also slowly transitioning since I got gender dysphoria from the last year.
I still struggle financially and I can't really find a place in this world for me.
Sometimes I cry wishing I had a father I could call and get some feedback on life in general.
I am trying my best, life feels calmer now but I still make errors, like respecting and trying to understand what's wrong with people that hurt me and still failing and being empathetic with narcissistic people around me.
I want to learn to repair electronics and buy a personal camper. Travel the world a bit around and die in peace in a forest place.
I want to visit most of Europe, visit the USA and Canada, have some lovely laughs and chats with random people and share ideas.
It's hard to trust people and I struggle to connect emotionally.
I am sending you hugs for your recovery and your little lovely kids, treat them right and let's make all together the safe place the world must be!