u/DankCheeseBoi

It's been 19 days since I've used 7OH, went with QuickMD for subs. I never wanted to stay on the subs long term, had never taken them before either.

I was prescribed 16mg a day, but only took 10mg a day for the first 3 days and tapered down from there. I jumped off at 1mg a day on the 12th, but could only make it 4 days before I had to take a rescue dose.

Its now 2 days since that rescue dose, and I'm feeling like shit again. Depression, lethargic, 0 drive or joy in anything. My sleep has also somehow gotten worse, not better.

The question is, do I redose? Taper down from 1mg? I can't work like this, no appetite, I feel like a shell of a human.

The last time I quit 7oh, I did it CT and it was MISERABLE, but I slowly and surly got better. This time it feels like I'm just dragging it out?

So I relapsed, was clean from August of last year and started using again last month (03/19). I was ordering online, so I thankfully haven't lost a ton of money but my tolerance and daily use is much higher than the first time I quit.

I'm using around 300mg a day now, I still can't believe I'm right back to where I started. I booked an appointment with QuickMD for Thursday morning, I can't even think about going through withdrawals again. I'm hoping a doctor can give me some guidance and medication to help me get back to where I was.

For those of you that have used QuickMD, what can I expect? What kind of treatment plan are they going to put me on and how long will I be on it?

I told my wife today that I'm using again as well, I think she's finally had enough. I'm hoping that she won't divorce me. I've agreed to go to counseling, NA, whatever she wants.

Thanks in advance for any tips or advice, I just want to get out from under this and put it in my past.