Some recent personal pieces on what's troubling me
I'm not really sure if the trigger warning counts for the last one? So I'm just erring on the side of caution here.
simple drawing, mostly about how someone I thought was my friend has left me feeling. Also to do with a bad experience working for the company referenced, and people's dismissive attitude toward me not wanting to go to their pubs just because the drinks are cheap and convenient.
I've been experiencing increasingly bad derealisation episodes lately. One experience I've noticed now, is that I've been losing complete feeling/control in my hands, and feeling like they are not attached to my body. Like they don't belong to me anymore. I feel like I am losing my ability to create.
digital piece. Based off the idea of kintsugi, except that the gold glue isn't holding. I've been trying since I was 16 to get help, and it started off with my dad laughing at me. Getting help has continued to be awfully impossible since then and I feel like any attempts at holding myself together get torn apart by ending up in yet more abuse situations.