my recent ex girlfriend 'M/20' '19/F'
me 'M/20' and her '19/F' we dated for about 1 year 8 months and we broke up about a month ago. She is the sweetest kindest soul you could ever meet and I love her so much she still messages me but were not together anymore. She broke up with me because I lied to her multiple times about my smoking problem which I totally understand why she would break up with me because of it, and I know if I just told her I was having issues quitting she would have understood and try to help me, but I lied because I was stupid and too scared to tell her. Other than that our relationship was fantastic we never had issues and we would always have a great time together I love her so much, shes big on trust and I broke her heart because I lied to her and because I lied she doesn't have faith in trusting me and she doesn't want a relationship with me anymore. I really really really want her back im not going to love any other woman like I loved this goddess, she is the most beautiful woman in every way inside and out I would always talk so highly of her and I would compliment her everyday and try and make her more confident because she wasnt. I stopped smoking and I want to change in anyway I can to be the person she wants, she is the only girl I want and if I cant have her I will die single. I buy her gifts and leave them at her front door time to time, she tells me im sweet but her mind wont change on how she feels. I want to show her I can change for her and be the best I can be for her. we talk everyday and were not upset with eachother and we still have a great connection. I am going to be loyal to her for the rest of my life. Am I moving to fast on trying to make things work again? what are ways I can bring the connection back?